Why do ppl do what they do???

OK so it is Christmas right? Well why is it that since this is supposed to be such a great time of the year and everyone is supposed to be nice and jolly....do they act like complete asses?! Also...why is it that guys like to agree to do something with you and then say o I um....got busy! BULL SHIT!! That is all I have to say. So now him and I aren't talking and I just want to talk to him so bad now. I miss him. But, I know that I can't call him because I should show him that he reawlly did hurt my feelings. Maybe I'm just too nice for my own good. I don't know. So now I'm all down and everything because my friends were all going out tonight and yea Bri did ask me to go with her but for some stupid idiotic reason I said no..and I have no one to talk too. I just feel alone I guess and I think that is why I miss him becasue this is what we did at night. We talked to each other. I called him all the time, granted he never called me which is one reason why I'm trying so hard not to call him. I just don't know..I think I'm getting sick and thats why I'm being all emotional and shit. Well, I hope that he calls me so that I can start talking to him again. If he doesn't well....bye bye friendship. It's a two way street and he should call me sometimes and go through with his promise. I know none of this makes sense. I"m just rambling but o well! Thats what this is all about!