It finally happened

Ok so my sister finally pushed me far enough today. I for some reason just could not handle her comments of go get this and that and get the hell out the door because of something. I finally snapped. I was miraculously able to keep myself under control and not got full throttle on her ass. O man I so wanted to just slam on the brakes put the car in park and tell her everything. Tell her exactly how I was feeling. She even had the nerve to tell me that I was being testy! FUCK look at why I am this way. Ya'all gang up on me and I'm sick and tired of it. Don't ever ask me to go and get another damn thing for you. You know this is going to sound really really bad but I'm just ready for her to go back home. Either that or I need to just leave whenever she comes up. It seems like something like this always happens. O well tho I guess. I just want so much to tell her exactly how I'm feeling ya know. Hopefully Danny will call me and on New Years Eve I can just go over there and drink till I puke. Not really but sounds kinda nice ha ha just kidding again. I just want to forget this whole Christmas! Merry Christmas all!

On top of all of that I still can't get a hold of Chris or anyone else and I feel utterly alone! This is when missing Danny comes in because it used to be no matter what he had time for me. But I guess that has all changed. I just want a couple of real true friends who try to call me keep in touch with me. Instead I'm the one who is always doing the calling and trying to keep in touch. Right now the only true friend I think that I have is Bri! Thank you Lord for her I know that you knew I needed her. Thanks! Now if only you could just help me take away the loneliness that I am feeling. Or possibly have Danny call me and change that one little thing about him. Thanks!