Long Night

Well babysitting tonight was fun challenging but fun...I love those kids they are so sweet. I just hope that this doesn't become a habit of theirs to have me babysit I mean I know that I'm getting paid and that they aren't that bad of kids but I really do not like to babysit! Plus it can't really become a habit because I have work and I work so many hours....but o well I can't wait to see how much they pay me tho. I was there like an hr longer than I was supposed to be plus I helped them out earlier thyat night so lets see I'm guessing that it won't be that much....damn I still have that anatomy crap to do! I don't think that I will ever get that done!

So tonight when I was driving home I just started thinking about Danny I know Chris I vowed never to think about him ever again but I just can't seem to shake him. He was so important to me ya know...I told him everything and we hung out and stuff...but neways I just like almost started to cry I don't know what came over me I really need help forgetting him....I know I make it sound like we were dating but we weren't ya know just really great friends or so I thought but now since he won't call me I know that he wasn't that great of a friend and he didn't think that much of me....I mean I know he loves me but obviously not enough to want to call me just so say hi. I need a new man pathetic aren't I.....my nephew is almost 13 and he has a gf and his aunt can't even get a bf or even get hit on! I haven't gone on a date in like 5 months!! And to my knowledge I haven't even gotten hit on but I never really know when I'm being hit on or checked out so I could be wrong but it is highly unlikly...I know I'm stopping the pity party right now! Well I guess that I better go try to finish my Anatomy wish me luck!