People

I love it when ppl tell you that you can do better than the person you are with but yet you can never seem to find anyone else. They can be sitting there telling you that you are so beautiful or smart all that bs and nothing will ever come out of it ya know what I mean? Well I just think that it is bs....that is what ppl are telling me and yet I can not find someone who can just carry on an intellectual conversation....I'm not pretty or else I would have tons of guys flocking towards me so I wish that they would just drop it and let me be down....I know that is horrible but I'm really not in a great grand and wonderful mood right now....o well...

Work

So work was actually really fun today I really think that I'm going to miss the team that I have grown to love....I am kinda starting to second guess myself about this new job....o well it is a new experienece right? Right! Well neways the guy that I went out with last night txt me and was all like are we dating or can we date other ppl....I was like well we can date other ppl already found sumone huh? And he was like No so I don't understand what he is getting at I mean he needs to come right out and tell me and stop pussyfooting around the issue! Plus he is moving next month so....yea neways I'm going to go I think I have pissed him off or somthing o well...night!

BORED

Yes this is my summer vacation and I'm bored....I really need to be calling the college to set up a meetin with an advisor but...hey thats me I'm a procrastinator....plus I really don't want to do it right now ya know what I mean? Well neways I have to go to work at like 2:30 so excited....o well then I have to go to work tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and then I'm off until Friday yeah!!! Neways I guess that I will just go ahead and get off of here.....Hey Chris if you are reading this we need to go out next week sometime luv ya...

Good Time

Well I went out with this guy today...I don't know if you would call it a date simply because I don't know where we stand if that makes sense...but neways I really really had a good time he has really changed since the last time and I'm really happy about that and he was completely cute and sweet to me I think that I had my guard up tho because shit had happened b4 so I guess that I was kinda just waitin for it all to crumble but o well....He is moving next month so yea.......o well it was fun and he will be a good friend